coming down from you

you're my drug
don't need no rehab
just need more of you
you took me so high
keep it coming
dopamine OD 

what if it is a match
thinking what we could have 

i’m feeling so heavy
need a parachute, I'm
coming down from you
it could be so messy
i’m not shatterproof, when I'm
coming down from you

i need some chill
survive this climax
i know this isn't true
no need to cry
it's just bad timing
this is nothing new 

thinking of what we had

i’m feeling so heavy
need a parachute, I'm
coming down from you
it could be so messy
i’m not shatterproof, when I'm
coming down from you

i’m feeling so heavy
need a parachute, I'm
coming down from you
it could be so messy
i’m not shatterproof, when I'm
coming down from you

piece by piece
(break my heart)

is it wrong, I only feel
whole when I'm broken down
when you leave me crying
on the bathroom floor

you break me down
piece by piece
taking my mind apart
leaving it in a mess
unrecoverable

i wanna be fucked up
seeking your abuse
to make me feel something
i need you to break my heart

i want you to abuse me now
break my heart
break my heart

never meant to drag you down
only wanna be alive
so you can make me whole again 
without the chemicals

i wanna be fucked up
seeking your abuse
to make me feel something
i need you to break my heart

i want you to abuse me now
go on break my heart
i want you to abuse me now
break my heart

kick me when I'm down
it was all so brief
don't care about my feels
you took me piece by piece 

i wanna be fucked up
seeking your abuse
to make me feel something
i need you to break my heart

i wanna be fucked up
seeking your abuse
to make me feel something
i need you to break my heart

i want you to abuse me now
(kick me when i'm down)
(it was all so brief)
wanna be fucked up
(don't care about my feels)
go on and break my heart
(you took me piece by piece)

(how am i)
supposed to be me

hmm
why did you leave me behind 
everything here reminds me of you
but you're gone it's so empty
without you where your shoes used to be
there's a big nothing left here for me

so, how am I supposed to be me 

cause every breath cuts deep
in my bones and I die a bit more
but you were never mine to keep
and when you're out of my life this time
you leave me wondering

how am I supposed to be me
how am I supposed to be me 

when you turn around
and laugh at his jokes under big orange skies
i know you're happier
so close I can hear your thoughts
but still I can't recognize

how am I supposed to be me
be me
so, how am I supposed to be me
Oh me 

could we've been the light
if we were just true
hard to say that at all
were so close to one day
but got lost in a dream
washed away

so, how am I supposed to be me
be me
so, how am I supposed to be me
be me, be me
so, how am I supposed to be me
be me, oh me
how am I supposed to be me
just me
how am I supposed to be me
how am I supposed to be me 

why did you leave me behind
everything here reminds me of you
but you're gone it's so empty
without you where your shoes used to be
there's a big nothing left here for me 

so, how am I supposed to be me

highway north

they took away the lines 
you were gone 
and I can't see you anymore 

it used to feel so real 
now we're done
like we're going off to war  

on the highway north
i am falling on the line
bring me back to port
leaving you behind 

we were busy closing doors
not keeping scores
thought I will be yours

did you think that we were fine
without the lines
always wanting more

on the highway north
i am falling on the line
bring me back to port
leaving you behind

it was the highway north
thinking we'd be fine
staying on the course
waiting for a sign

on the highway north
i am falling on the line
bring me back to port
leaving you behind

it was the highway north
thinking we'd be fine
staying on the course
waiting for a sign

on the highway north
i am falling on the line
bring me back to port
leaving you behind

it was the highway north
thinking we'd be fine
staying on the course
waiting for a sign

on the highway north
keeping scores
on the highway north
keeping scores

it was the highway north
keeping scores

on the highway north
waiting for a sign
for a sign